Consistency
I am struggling to find something to write about for tonight's post. I spoiled myself. I wrote posts out so that I had four or five weeks worth of content all scheduled and ready. Life started catching up with me and I allowed my lead to dwindle down until I am back to writing posts the day before they are "due." The funny thing is that I have been so tempted to skip a post date. I justify this in all sorts of ways. My readers are few and rarely comment or post. If I let myself miss one post it isn't that big a deal. It is likely that no one would even notice. I don't have subscribers. Then reality hits. No offense to those of you who do read my posts, but I don't do this for you. I am not pandering to an audience. I am writing for me. It is a forum to practice my narrative voice. The blog is the place where I can work a bit on this hobby and it doesn't just mold away to nothing in the closed pages of a journal or sit silently on a cloud drive to eventu