Christmas Achievement
Christmas has been an up and down holiday throughout my life. There are so amazing stand out memories from my childhood. The year Santa left me a Lionel train set was pretty good. There are quite a few memories of great toys, fantastic food, and loving family from when I was a kid. The preteen and teenage Christmases left a bit to be desired. Quite a lot of that was because I was angst ridden for a lot of those years. That followed me into my twenties. I came to dread the holiday. This did not get better going through broken relationships, divorces (yes, plural), and awkward family dynamics. Along the way I started to try to help reverse the trend. Things improved and hopefully there were some decent memories along the way before we lost my Mom is 2018. Her death changed everything. Don't worry. This post is about that. Even during my "I only wear black shirts and combat boot with my pants tucked in" phase I was always pretty happy to jump in and help Mom cook. Her Ham